Everything lately is great
Which makes me feel kind of uncomfortable
Cause usually I hate
My life and I've grown to be comfortable
Not feeling okay
My mom told me that she loves the way
I've been acting these days
I just hope that it lasts
Cause love is deceiving
I've seen it before
One day you might miss me
But the next, no more
I'm still picking myself off the floor
But now I'm not depressed
Now I don't hate myself
Now I'm not lonely
Can look back and see for myself
That I'll be okay
The comedown was f**king hell
From the drug that is pain
But now it's okay
It's late in the day
Don't get enough sleep to function normally
You're insane
Is how my mom feels about this habit
That I can't seem to break
And tired is how I always seem to feel
But I say
It's better than hurt
There's hint of some feeling
Different than before
But if I let it all flood in
It'll break down the door
You won't have me anymore
But now I'm not depressed
Now I don't hate myself
Now I'm not lonely
Can look back and see for myself
That I'll be okay
The comedown was f**king hell
From the drug that is pain
But now it's okay
Yeah now it's okay
Now it's okay
Now I'm okay